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Thursday, October 28, 2010

hello! hahaha
it has been 340 days since i last blog... o.O

during these 340 days... many many things happened... not sure if i had grown from them... but i believed i learnt something from each and everything...

it's really very contradicting... we know that we need to cherish and treasure... yet we are always making the same mistakes... y is that so? will humans ever get satisfied and stop being greedy?

now... i'm 21 already... wow.. it seems so old already... but i dun really feel that i'm an adult.. oh man... m i lagging behind many ppl? guess i'm always in the children's world.. whahaha cant seem to get out... erm... somehow... i feel that, living in the kids' world is better than the adults. it's not that i'm not matured... just that the children's world is more real and innocent.

hmm... looking at my previous post, i said that i'll follow my heart. till now... i feel that i did follow my heart for more of the decisions made... but not all.. there are still some.. which i have difficulty following my heart. well.. for one issue.... i chose to follow my heart.. not sure if that was a right choice. i chose to follow yet it seems like i'm so petty. but for that particular issue, i just wan to listen to my heart and dun care abt what others will say. all i need is for lemon to understand why i made that decision. i know, i made life difficult for lemon.. but for this matter, there is no way that i m going to give in...

i have my reasons for being so zai yi about this... don't know why i reacted this way, when XXXX did not do much.. mayb i'm just childish ba. wonder if i will be able to accept this in future... though i dun really want to... but it seems that i have to if i were to grow. erm.. whatever it is... i wish it doesnt affect me anymore

time flies... i will be graduating in next year june! i cant wait for that! i m sick of studying...doing assignments... it's tiring....have to worry about my results and feel so uneasy... on the other hand, i wonder if i will enjoy working... after june, i'll be working throughout the year. no more holidays like i have now as a student. oh man... Then again, i have to make decisions about my work. where should i work? which child care is better? what about the salary? how long am i going to work? am i going to be a teacher forever? well i wish to... ahahhaha wonder what will happen to my life as time passes...

right now, lemon is still in ns... 2 years later then he will be free from ns and gotta further studies. we are both working hard towards our goal! =) lemon... i know it's tough to be in ns... but i really hope u can hang on and don't give up. i will always be there to support u =) i will be waiting for u to finish ns and then we'll have lots more fun together =)

right now, i just wish to spend as much time as i can with u =)

lemon: i came upon this phrase while surfing the net - "Our partners are not perfect. But they are perfect just for us." and lemon... u are perfect just for me =) i know u have done a lot for me. i really appreciate that and am glad that u are doing so much for me.

lemon.... i <3 u!
<3 spening time with u
<3 doing things (anything and everything) together with u
<3 holding yr hands
<3 taking long bus with u
<3 watching movies with u
<3 cycling with u
<3 roller blading and ice skating with u
<3 eating ice cream with u
<3 going overseas with u and yr family
<3 laughing with u
<3 arguing with u
<3 seeing yr shyness
<3 everything about u ^^

lemon.. let's fighting!!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! =)

-only the true one stays by u-

posted by lin at 12:47 AM