Thursday, October 28, 2010

hello! hahaha
it has been 340 days since i last blog... o.O

during these 340 days... many many things happened... not sure if i had grown from them... but i believed i learnt something from each and everything...

it's really very contradicting... we know that we need to cherish and treasure... yet we are always making the same mistakes... y is that so? will humans ever get satisfied and stop being greedy?

now... i'm 21 already... wow.. it seems so old already... but i dun really feel that i'm an adult.. oh man... m i lagging behind many ppl? guess i'm always in the children's world.. whahaha cant seem to get out... erm... somehow... i feel that, living in the kids' world is better than the adults. it's not that i'm not matured... just that the children's world is more real and innocent.

hmm... looking at my previous post, i said that i'll follow my heart. till now... i feel that i did follow my heart for more of the decisions made... but not all.. there are still some.. which i have difficulty following my heart. well.. for one issue.... i chose to follow my heart.. not sure if that was a right choice. i chose to follow yet it seems like i'm so petty. but for that particular issue, i just wan to listen to my heart and dun care abt what others will say. all i need is for lemon to understand why i made that decision. i know, i made life difficult for lemon.. but for this matter, there is no way that i m going to give in...

i have my reasons for being so zai yi about this... don't know why i reacted this way, when XXXX did not do much.. mayb i'm just childish ba. wonder if i will be able to accept this in future... though i dun really want to... but it seems that i have to if i were to grow. erm.. whatever it is... i wish it doesnt affect me anymore

time flies... i will be graduating in next year june! i cant wait for that! i m sick of studying...doing assignments... it's tiring....have to worry about my results and feel so uneasy... on the other hand, i wonder if i will enjoy working... after june, i'll be working throughout the year. no more holidays like i have now as a student. oh man... Then again, i have to make decisions about my work. where should i work? which child care is better? what about the salary? how long am i going to work? am i going to be a teacher forever? well i wish to... ahahhaha wonder what will happen to my life as time passes...

right now, lemon is still in ns... 2 years later then he will be free from ns and gotta further studies. we are both working hard towards our goal! =) lemon... i know it's tough to be in ns... but i really hope u can hang on and don't give up. i will always be there to support u =) i will be waiting for u to finish ns and then we'll have lots more fun together =)

right now, i just wish to spend as much time as i can with u =)

lemon: i came upon this phrase while surfing the net - "Our partners are not perfect. But they are perfect just for us." and lemon... u are perfect just for me =) i know u have done a lot for me. i really appreciate that and am glad that u are doing so much for me.

lemon.... i <3 u!
<3 spening time with u
<3 doing things (anything and everything) together with u
<3 holding yr hands
<3 taking long bus with u
<3 watching movies with u
<3 cycling with u
<3 roller blading and ice skating with u
<3 eating ice cream with u
<3 going overseas with u and yr family
<3 laughing with u
<3 arguing with u
<3 seeing yr shyness
<3 everything about u ^^

lemon.. let's fighting!!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! =)

-only the true one stays by u-

posted by lin at 12:47 AM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

wow!
wahhahah it has been quite some time since i last update... whahaha
had been super lazy to blog... but just feel like blogging right now at this moment =)

went to lemon's blog... ahhaha just to look at the first post... n all the memories come back..
hahaha 1 yr plus... to be exact.. it has been 515 days!
we have created lots of memories.. be it sweet, sour or bitter... we overcome them... sometimes... it just sweet n xing fu... to be able to think back all the beautiful memories... n laugh at our own foolishness... n stupidity.. whahhaha but it was these acts... that made the memories beautiful n memorable..

time flies... days passed... we all grow... as we grow... many things happened... and we learn more things through each incident... everything happens for a reason... as for the results... it all depends on us... but... often we are stuck in between.. esp when we hav to make decisions..
life is full of decisions... guess it's all coz of these decisions... that we learnt and grow..

i think... there's no right or wrong decision... most impt is to decide according to our heart.. and whether it turns out good or bad... we shld learn from each decision that we have made! =)

but guess... we human tends to be too rash... n thus did not "ask" our heart what does it really want... i had made lots of decisions that do not follow my heart... y? hahaha i wish i could care abt nth and just follow my heart... but it's just tooo hard for mi... i just cares n thinks too much whahahahah nonono must reduce!!!! REDUCE REUSE N RECYCLE! WAHHAHAA

next yr! i shall learn to listen to my heart and follow my heart more!

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anyway...
just attended eda's 21st party!
really felt very bad lo... had been the bad guys for 2 incidents =x
haiz... but eda is very nice! she forgives mi! hehe thx gal!

holidays now!
sian.. but
at least i hav more time with lemon ^^ whahahaha
n chloe! she's just so cute! i love her!

posted by lin at 11:17 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

HELLO!
whahahah i'm back again! hahaha
xy n yh! i'm updating now!!!!
erm... ok i shall blog randomly... wahhaha

just completed the writing clinic workshop... though it was short, i guess i have slightly improve on writing essay? =x

omg... sch's going to start soon! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
somehow i wish two years would pass quickly... wan to graduate and move on in life...
yet... somehow.. i wish time would stop... dun wanna grow anymore... wahahahha
but that's life... we grow older and older... kids grow into teenagers... teenagers grow into adults... adults grow into elderly...

people come and go... we are not sure who we will meet in future,... but i believe that those whom we will meet or have met are impt... it's fate that we know each other... there's a reason for us to meet...

some people leave great impacts on us... while others have no impact on us at all...
we shld cherish ppl ard us... no matter they make an impact on us or not... we should leave our footprints in their lives... or mayb even handprints! =P haha

sometimes... we do things against our wish... coz we need to do it! is it really a need? erm... guess it's our choice.... but why do we still choose to do things which we dun really wan to do?
is life so complex? or r we complicating it? y do we hav to make our life so complex? cant we live our life simply?

sometimes i wonder... is it better to live simply or live with lots of danger... excitement... n everything... guess it depends on the individual and their characteristics...

whaahhaha wonder y i talk abt all these stuff... wahhahaha totally so random...

ahhhh guess will b very busy soon... sch's going to start!!!!!!!! so fast!!!!!!!
i must jiayou jiayou n jiayou!!!!! =D

erm... sometimes... i feel that i'm not good enough... could b a better person... n do lots of more meaningful things... but.... i'm so lazy... ahahah wat a pig...
li bu cong xin... yao jia ba jin!

hmm i dunno y... some ppl ming ming love each other yet were not tgt... coz they miss the right opportunity... y do we always realize the importance of a person onli when the person chose to leave? y do we always have regrets? y cant we realise that we need to do what we need to do n wont regret? y must we have regrets in life? y is it too late when we realize what we really wan?
hmm... coz all this is the onli way that we realise the importance of a person? eeeeeeee that's not a good way to realize the impportance of someone...

we MUST CHERISH! once u FEEL that he or she is the RIGHT ONE... GO FOR IT! DUN regret... thats the onli way we can do to prevent having regrets in life..

i'm glad i found the one... i know it's very mushy... but i must say that... i can really feel that he's the one... he's the onli one who can make mi smile, laugh, cry and mad... life is full of ups and downs.. but when i hav him with mi... all the downs become ups... =) thank you dd!

i'm grateful to all my frens... n i mean frens! they r my true frens... they left plenty of their footprints in my life... i m really glad that they left them there... i will always rmb all my frens n my bk!

U PEOPLE ROCK MY LIFE!

posted by lin at 11:22 PM

Friday, May 01, 2009

hello! lin is back! yeah
erm.. went taiwan for 5 days le...
had a great time over there!
feels good to be away from a stressful country...

whahahahah yeah!! first time... i spent so much within 5 days....
though my pocket had a big hole now... but it's worthed!
hadn't treat myself well for my past 19 years of life... so this time.. a new yr...
a new beginning... a new age... i shall treat myself better n not worry so much abt money! whahahaha

yup// n so on 27 april, early in the morn.. 6plus.. reached changi airport... lemon went to send mi off too! =) he slp late the previous day.. n had to wake up so early to send mi off... thxx..

when it's time to go in.. really cant bear to leave... kept waving byes to him..
till... xy n alicia had to say... "aiyo... onli 5 days..."

hahah yup... onli 5 days... but to mi, is many days...

1st day
check in to hotel, at ximen
had lunch, ah zong mian xian
shop ard ximen..
bought gifts
dinner ard ximen street
back to hotel

2nd day
breakfast at tmk
walk ard taipei station
shop at wu fen pu

3rd day
breakfast at tmk
one day tour
hot spring: cool! with xy n alicia in a room =D
shop at shilin

4th day
breakfast at tmk
visit long shan si
walk ard xin dian: beautiful bridge with beautiful scenery
shop again

5th day
breakfast at tmk
last shopping ard ximen
check out
board plane
reached spore

was very grateful to xy, alicia and qt who sang birthday song for mi on my birthday!
thank you gals! i had a great time with u gals!
this trip is mainly for us to shop! ahahha we had a great time shopping!
initially we were very excited... gradually... we lost energy... n began to walk slowly...as our legs are aching....
was very shocked that alicia's parents are so active... they can walk from 8plus in the morning till 11plus at night.... my idols!
the four of us were like zombies walking ard taipei... wahhahaha

i bought lots of things... gifts for frens, family, lemon, colleagues..bought so much till xy had to say aiyo buy more for yrself! i began to buy more for myself... but coz... lemon is always on my mind... watever i see will link to lemon... link till xy cannot stand whahahahaha
spent a lot of money... but they r worthed the gifts... coz... they are a part of mi!

finally it's time to come back!!! i'm so happy... so excited... coz i can c lemon le!!!! after so many days... finallly i can c him le!

my parents came to fetch mi =)
reached home.. unpacked my stuff... realised.. i bought too many machi... n they r so ex! heart pain... dint know that's how they package them... haiz... forget it... bought le.. just share n eat! =D

wanna credit my frens who had wished mi =)
was happy to receive their wishings when i switched on my hp... thanks ppl! u guys roxxxx!

infinitys: thanks for the cookies n the big msg board! thanks for all yr efforts... all yr concerns during the 3 years!

y^3: thanks for the celebration in taiwan! u gals rox

wei neng: ahahah uncle... thank you for yr wishing!

jie wei: thanks gal!

wenyu: thanks fish!!! buddy roxxxxxxxxx!!! jiayou!

raymond: thanks laoda for remembering my bd!

miss pam: thanks miss pam for yr guidance n for yr wishing =D

vanessa: thanks gal!! my little junior =)

xiao gu: thanks aunt for treating mi so good =D

wei long: thanks for remembering my bd!

joshua: though u r late... hahah but it's the thought that counts... thanks!

siok hwa: thankssss gal! let's meet up soon!

man ting: yo! my pri sch buddy! thanks!

ah wen: hahaha my best kacheng!! u roxX!!! miss ya!!! thanks for yr wishing!!

binn yi: thanks for yr wishing!!!! y brownie dint wish mi?

trina: thanks rubbish! hahaha meetup soon!

sel: thankssss sel!

ms sally: thansk for yr guidance in ccc, thanks for yr wishing =)

gu zhang: thanks for yr wishing n guidance along my life =)

ah jing: ahhaha my another bk! thanks!

ah ming: ahahah thanks for remembering!!

florence: thanks mama!

grace: my another pri sch buddy! thanks for yr wishing!!

kah sing: thanks ah bao!

jing han: thanks di!

shuhua: thankssss shuhua! long time no c! all the best

ah de: thanks ah de!

jacinda: thanks jaC!

xinyi: thanks nu er!!! thanks for the notebook! thanks for everything! was very touched at the moment... almost cry... =)

lemon: thanks for the recording! i heard it =) miss ya...

today is the 2nd day of me being 20 years old... omg.. i m no longer a teenager le... time to grow up =)

happy belated birthday lin =)

posted by lin at 11:51 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

i have a family..
a simple yet happy family =D
we have nth special...
not rich...
not talented...
just father, mother, sister, brother and mi...=)
we r the type of family who seldom express how we really feel...
but i love my family...
they give mi love, warmth, peace

THANK YOU!!!

erm... ytd was my chinese bd... as i would b in taiwan on my birthday... they celebrated for mi in advance.. =)
ate at hooked... forgot the exact name of the restaurant =x
ate till very full...
went back to help joyce with builder.. though dint help much...
after that went to meet lemon to go home tgt!
time really flies...
11 months already!!!
i can't believe it...

really happy to have lemon in my life...
though there are ups and downs, we believe we will be able to overcome alll that were to come!!! yeah! =)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how i wish time would slow down...
it's really too fast...
no more teenager...in a few days time...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
which means... getting older..
which means... more responsibilities...
which means... less free time....
which means... more things to worry abt...
erm... watever it is... i wanna b happy!
wanna hav time with family, lemon and friends!

first time... that i'm going to spend my bd in another country..
wondered how it would b...
kinda sad... cant spend it with lemon...
but haiz... nvm!
as long as can b with lemon.. any day oso can! ^^

some msgs for my frenssssssssssss!
fish- must jia you no matter wat happens, dun give up!!! i will always support u!!! lin is always here!! rmb to treat yrself better!

nuer- nu er!!! erm... though i wish u dun give up.. but i understand wat u r going through... how u r feeling... so... no matte wat u decide to do... mama support u!

alicia- let's work hard tgt when sch starts!!!! i dunno wat will happen... whether it's good or bad... alway rmb there's y^3 =D

lao da- hey lao da!! haven contact for quite some time le... hope u r doing fine and not mooing... ahah jiayou!!!

mrs shim- yo!!! mrs shim! ahhaha must b busy working and earning money.. now that we hav gone diff paths... rmb must keep in touch hor! will miss bam de! =D

blackie- whahahahah u had been a great fren who is always there to help!!! thanks a lot!!! jiayou in wheelock!!!

bel- woman!!! ahhaha know wat? we have yet to do our 2nd video!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
will we ever get to do??

shuang- hey gal! u had chosen a difficult path... but i know u can do it de! coz wat u r doing is a very meaningful job =D jiayou!!

lemon- lemonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! U R THE BEST! bbly! FIGHTING!!!!!

hmm... mayb i might miss out some of u....
just wanna let all of u know that...
i m very grateful to all my frens! they had been a part of mi... they made my life... they made mi =D
thank you to all my wonderful frens! all the best to all of u!!!!!!!!!

posted by lin at 11:23 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

haven blog for quite some time le..
had been very busy with many things..
had worked for abt 3 weeks le! just love being ard kids...
dunno y... but i feel that they really hav a special power to make mi smile =D
kids roxxxxxxxxxx!

during these few weeks,
had been working,
baking with aunt,
taking care of my two little cousins,
hanging out with wenyu, xinyi, y^3, yesb, foursome
spending time with lemon, family

feels so good to be with all of them!!!!
time really flies super super fast...
we have grown
we have went through 3 years course
we have graduated
many many many things had happened

during these times, i had learnt a lot...
learnt to
be stronger,
more determined,
more independent,
more initiative, (need more improvement though =x)
compromise,
understand,
control temper, emotions,
accept,
respect,
cherish,
and
love.

things wont always happen the way we want it to...
some things are within our control while others are not..
wat i know is, when i have it, i have to cherish it, otherwise i will regret...
one needs to learn to be satisfied with what one has.. n not always having higher expectations..
sometimes, too many expectations just make one unhappy
when one is unhappy, it passes to the next... n so on...
hence, y dun live one's life the simplest way possible...
so that one will be happy n the rest will get influenced too!

mayb this thinking is too naive... ahhahaha
but...
simple is the best!
yet human tends to complicate things...
aiyo...

anyway...
i am really happy with what i have! (though some times i tend to complain abt this n that =x)
after living for so many years...
finally i can feel and understand the meaning of life...
life is precious...
especially when it is filled with many precious people and the precious moments spent tgt

ytd's nite i can feel happiness in mi...
as if nth else matter...
my mind was thinking abt nth...
smiles and happiness filled mi up...

met up with yesb..
we had a great time... eating, chatting and laughing...=)
after that met up with lemon...
lemon's having attachment... n i'm working...
everyone's so busy...
it's so hard to meet up...
y do our lives hav to b so packed and busy with so many things... while life in other country such as aust, which is so relaxed...
anw.. just wanna meet up with lemon whenever possible...coz... time is so limited...
we went to eat ice cream!!!
lots of laughter..
lots of smiles..
lots of happiness..
no worries..
no sadness..
just wish time would stop there...
den lemon walked mi home...
the journey was dark... but there's light shining brightly in my heart... =)
that's all i need in my life^[oo]^
-a light in my heart-

posted by lin at 12:06 AM

Friday, February 20, 2009

pics taken after watching breakout...


















oh man... i m sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
sian...
erm... when one has nth to do, and stay at home to rot... sickness will come!!!

ahha
but... this time.. i am happy to be sick!!! hehe
coz.. this is the first time... i had someone who is so concerned of mi, who cares abt mi... who takes good care of mi... feel so xing fu =)



afternoon went out with xy n alicia as promised... =)
we chatted a lot... had a good laugh!=D
i feel relaxed being with them..
after that... erm they wanted to drag mi to k...
but i could onli stay a few hrs as mum cooked my dinner.. hav to b home to eat...
hence, cant join them..

hey gals sry abt it... i will keep my promise =)




after that meet lemon... my lemon is the best!
he's sweet!
he's thoughtful!
he rox!!!

lemon bought for mi 2 bottles of herbal tea n stona cooling gel pad!
ahahha erm first time put the gel pad... so weird... but quite effective... haha very cooling
thank you lemon =D


fish! hey today started exams... hope u r doing fine...jiayou!!! =D dun give up!!
meet up soon k? very long nv go out with u le...miss ya! waiting for u to date mi! =)





-happy 9th month!
feel so xingfu with u beside mi-

posted by lin at 11:17 PM

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